Those of use who proudly claim the moniker "Geek" are a rare breed. We're different from most people around us. Almost every geek I know surely has input as a key strength (if you're not familiar with StrengthsFinder 2.0, check it out). We're constantly listening to music or podcasts; watching TV or movies; reading or updating blogs; posting and following Twitter or Facebook; messing around with new software on our computers; reading trade magazines and industry websites; talking geek with other geeks. And that's in our time off. When we're working we add to that list mixing or editing audio; creating video and graphics; programming lighting; preping presentation graphics; scheduling and leading volunteer teams; generally being creative and producing moments of great artistry in our auditoriums and sanctuaries. We're a busy lot, and for the most part, we like it that way.
Most geeks I know thrive on being busy and under some level of pressure. We don't like the status quo. When we have our systems in place and running smoothly, we have a sudden urge to tear the entire system apart--all in an effort to make it "1" better.
Those of use who work in churches are on a constant cycle of deadlines. In addition to Sundays (which come with frightening regularity), we have the high holidays and usual ministry cycle. It seems that our calendars are broken down into quarters that have us always preparing for the next big event. It never stops. And for the most part, we like it that way.
As good as we may be at our various geekly positions, there's one thing we tend to misunderestimate (props to G.W. for creating that word for us): The value of being still. For a geek, being still is probably one of the hardest things to do. So we don't do it. Yet we must.
I've noticed a pretty repeatable pattern in my life: When I'm on the go constantly for extended periods of time (think months), I begin to run dry. I start running out of ideas for the blog. I don't feel like creating anything at work. The thought of having friends over for dinner seems unappealing. Even sleep gets hard.
But if I stop.
Just for a bit.
And be still.
I decided to spend an hour today just sitting alone in my living room. I sat next to an open window, closed my eyes and just listened. In the kitchen, I could hear the steady hum of the refrigerator (which runs a lot, what's up with that?); outside I heard the distant call of birds; the occasional rumble of a plane taking off; farther off I could hear the incessant rush of traffic on I-35W.
At first it was hard. I wanted to grab my laptop and do something. But the longer I sat there, the more I felt renewed.
I felt refreshed.
Now that we're through Easter, and things have settled down, take some time to be still.
Be still, and know that I am God.
Be still, and know that I Am
Be still, and know
You'll be glad you did.